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April 13, 2008 11:09 AM  (go back to main view)
promise me regret
ive been having a dream.. about a boy and a girl.. the girl is deply scarred and troubled and shuts out the world around her, she trusts no one and no one wants to come anywer near her, shes a ticking time bomb, the boy is the only pertson who would try to help her,m and he does, but she pushes him away everytime.

this is the boy's point of view


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The words never come so easily

When my mind starts to wander

To the dark painful world I saw in your eyes

The demons of your past tearing you up inside

Intruding into your solitary existence

Revealing the aguish you hid deep in your heart

I desperately tried to reach out to you

Hoping to be the one to protect your soul

To carry you through till the end

But you cast me aside time and time again

Right until the day you left this life

I knew in my heart it would be this way

But you will always be the one I’ll never forget

Always the one that promised me regret


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this is the girl's point of view


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My life has become a fragile meaningless experience

Let them see what I’ve been feeling

Let them know that I am hurt

Watch them keep their distance

As if I’m suddenly a bomb waiting to explode

They’ve all gone, they’re all the same

But he’s still trying he won’t go away

I can see he wants to help me

He’s only making this harder

I can’t let him in

I can’t give him hope

Why does he bother anyway?

Does he love me?

I know the truth I know I’ll hurt him

He is still here right now

Watching me fade away

This is why I couldn’t show him

That I actually love him back

I’m close now, my eyes won’t stay open

A tear streamed down his cheek

As I whispered to him my last goodbye

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Posted by Mariposa on April 26, 2008 4:10 AM
Beautiful. Your a poet. You've got a great way with the words...Do you post daily?
Posted by Andrea Apo... on April 26, 2008 10:09 AM
not daily. i try but sometimes i get way too busy.
Posted by Veronika l... on April 25, 2008 1:55 PM
That's incredible!I LUV it!
You are very gifted boy!<3
Let them know that I am hurt.......

Posted by Andrea Apo... on April 26, 2008 10:09 AM
:) ur so sweet.. thanks:)
Posted by hXc4XlifeX on April 21, 2008 8:08 AM
AHHHH! your such a good poem writer! i love your poems i read them over and over sometimes cuz i can get a picture when i read them xD anyways i think your waaayyyy better than me, im i dont really think im a good poem writer.....
-<3 yas!!
Posted by ♥LovelyLin... on April 13, 2008 5:07 PM
='( Omg,that was absolutely touching. My favorite line was "The demons of your past tearing you up inside"
Posted by Andrea Apo... on April 13, 2008 4:44 PM
well the dream wasnt exactly a happy one so... yeah it is what i wanted to show
Posted by David Dayb... on April 13, 2008 1:34 PM
its a little depressing, but hey, it illustrates a picture

hopefully its the one you wanted it to paint

-David
Posted by Mathieu Ka... on April 13, 2008 12:00 PM
wow

i really <3d this poem. like it shows reality instead of fiction
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Gender: Male
High School: stella maris college
College: hmm still working on it
Maiden Name: im a guy...
Tagline: Andrea, Apocalypse, Life, Poet, Blog,
Favorite Bands: from first to last the used boys like girls
Favorite Films: a boy girl thing (yes i know its lame, but it's soo cute!) sweeny todd, i wanna watch the play though blood diamond
Favorite Books: his dark materials trilogy by philip pullman
Favorite Video Games: i havnt played video games in a while
Favorite TV Shows: i dont watch tv
Favorite Hang Outs: garys house, de olde keg <<< yes it sounds like some old english pub but its actually a pretty fun bar, plays music i like, its fun
Favorite Artists: anyone whos art is a reflection of his/her true self, and the actual poets who read their work on the streets. i like to sit next to them and catch some tips from them.
Heroes: not too sure. I've never really looked up to anyone so i never bothered having a hero
5 Items I Can't Live Without: my cell phone, internet, really stong coffee, music, my poetry
I Want to Party With: pretty much anyone with an open mind and more importantly, an open wallet:P
Body Type: average
I Am Here For: friends
Ethnicity: white_caucasian
Relationship Status: single
Religion: agnostic
Into: stuff..*smiles*
Occupation: I am.... unemployed :O!
Philosophy: weve all got a path to follow. the moment we become useless our heart will stop beating
Makes Me Happy: writing.. poetry lyrics stories anything as long as i write, playing with animals especially wheezy. i miss him so much:(
Makes Me Sad: hmm animal abuse is lame, homophobes threating me is also quite a bummer. other than that.. hmm stuff that would normall make someone sad i guess
Gets Me Hot: hmm you will just have to find that one out won't you?
Current Crush: hmm no one really
Most Humbling Moment: ...
Fantasy: getting the hell off this rock (malta. for those of you who dont know malta is a tiny island just below italy.. no i dont speak italian)
Final Words: "oh well i guess its over... make sure im remembered"
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Sep 19, 2008 11:17 PM
Hey I know you rarely log on Uber anymore,but when you do get back on here,this comment will be waiting for you to see! Have a wonderful year Andrea! <3
Aug 22, 2008 9:57 AM
It's been so long since I've talked to you what's up Andrea? How was your summer?!
Aug 11, 2008 12:19 PM
It's been a long, long time!
Hope you are doing well!
xo
Aug 01, 2008 6:26 PM
^_^ Happy Birthday Andrea! Best wishes to you! =)
Aug 01, 2008 6:53 AM
i do believe it's your birthday.
happy birthday :)
i miss you.
Jun 25, 2008 8:28 AM
thanx for the add!!! =)
Jun 21, 2008 7:35 PM
OH WHOOPS, ANDREA, THAT COMMENT FROM DOLLEDUPCOUTURE WAS FROM ME,ITS MY MERCHANDISE UBER ACCOUNT, I THOUGHT I WAS LOGGED ONTO MY SILENTSWEETIE ACCOUNT,THEN AFTER I SAW THAT THE COMMENT WAS POSTED AS FROM DOLLEDCOUTURE,I WAS LIKE WHOOPS!OK SO JUST LETTING YOU KNOW IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING WHO DOLLEDUPCOUTURE WAS LOL.
Jun 21, 2008 7:26 PM
Just stopping by to say hi again. You were like one of my best friends on Uber,I don't got that very many friends on Uber! Barely anyone talks to me on Uber except you! I hope everything's going well with you,I have no idea what happened to you,so lol I hope you're still alive =P
Jun 20, 2008 5:30 PM
stopping by to say hello & tell you that you are in my top 5 of favorite online people that I met through uber.

I really hope things are looking up for you. I know how it is to get so down.
If you are on myspace, please add me there - myspac.com/13Tallulah - if needed, my last name as in the system is 'C.'

♥ - Tally
Jun 18, 2008 10:01 AM
hey =]

just lettin u know i drop by.

-jOhn
Jun 14, 2008 3:15 AM
Aww I don't see you online as often anymore,where have you been?Internet down?
Jun 13, 2008 9:25 AM
i miss yew.....
Jun 13, 2008 3:04 AM
HELLO! Just dropping by, seeing what's up?
May 30, 2008 2:21 AM
just stopping by to say hello. I know you don't get on here much anymore, but this will be here waiting for you when you do.*wink*
I hope all is well for you!
xo
May 29, 2008 5:17 AM
Mister, are you alive?
May 22, 2008 9:45 AM
Hey! what's up? wow, you seem really busy....just "ignoring" Uber...xD hahaha i luv ya newayz! so how good are you at surfing right now?
May 21, 2008 7:15 PM
Aww I feel loved.<3 haha
It has been a while! We haven't chatted in forever. :(
So how is everything love?
May 21, 2008 3:59 PM
im super man!
just eating an apple
how are you??
May 21, 2008 10:12 AM
I'm pretty good, thanks. How are you? What's been keeping you so busy? Not so bad that you have 'been ignoring Uber' - it's good for you to do other things with your time *wink*.

My vacation was pretty good. Wish it could have been longer. I did a vide blog & a regular blog on the whole thing & uploaded some new photos.

Talk to you soon! xoxo
May 20, 2008 9:16 PM
hey what up!
May 20, 2008 10:45 AM
Just dropping by to say hello. ♥
May 19, 2008 4:51 PM
I dont know why
but I just don't get this
meh
I feel like a loser
haha
MC
May 17, 2008 5:03 PM
Hey, how are you doing ?
May 17, 2008 11:14 AM
how do you submit your blog to the ROS page?
May 17, 2008 5:44 AM
:)
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